If Only It Were That Easy

My mother tells me my issues at work are just signs that the job I'm meant to be in next is just being created. It is be prepared for me. I just have to believe that it is coming to me and then I will have it magnetically drawn to me. I know I don't deserve mistreatment or dismissal but all I can do is pray that in my next job I will be treated better.

So I will do what I did in the seventh grade. It seems silly but I swear it worked. I had several friends prior to that year that were mean, untrustworthy, and sub-pare. So what do you do but ask for a new and better one. One the makes you think, makes you feel good, makes you feel safe.

I want to do that for a new job. I would put down the exact qualities I want in a friend/job and they would manifest because they are a part of the visualization process. So here I go...

I want to have a job get so excited when they meet me. They will know my value, my work ethic, and my kind spirit. They will reward me for that. They will be an open, happy, easy going bunch. There is just no drama and any drama is handled with straightforward and fair dealings. The position for me is one where I can work alone, in a team, or with the public. I can grow and develop new skills. I am rewarded for good behavior and recognized for my invaluable expertise. I will develop long lasting relationships and have healthy friendships as a result of meeting people at work. I will be considered a very talented person and will be paid very well for my skills. I will make at least 2000 per month. I will have benefits. I will work fulltime. I will work close, very close to home. I will have a chance to develop my own interests in life. I will be given opportunities for advancement and training. I will find a place with a great boss and great co-workers.

That's all I can think of for now. I want a new start. I want a new chapter and great beginning. I want to be fulfilled and satisfied and given praise for my abilities. Not doting, just recognition. Not validation. Just a pat on the back.